I always do this. I never let myself heal. I am consistently guilty of getting up on my feet when I’m not ready and it’s a big reason why I hate taking pain killers. My house in the last week has gotten pretty messy since I can’t clean it as often as usual and today I final had enough. Now, though, I feel like I will never be able to stand up straight again (aka I’m sore beyond belief). I had told myself that no matter what, I was getting out of the house today, however, It’s been about nine hours since I took anything so I think I’m just going to make some lunch, take some more pills, curl up on the couch, read a little and take a nap.
I have a lot of thinking to do about this morning’s chat with my husband and I really just want to put it all off.
